I am having this experience where the Universe just keeps giving me more of what I truly desire.
More love. Most opportunities for aligned growth and pleasurable expansion.
More ways to be of service and share my gifts from a place of ease and overflow.
And I'm just continuing to say yes to it.
I'm learning how to remain open and receive more and more abundance, pleasure, and goodness into my life without feeling compelled to contract, sabotage, and justify why it isn't safe to open.
I am no longer questioning my worthiness of receiving.
Instead, I am bowing in humble gratitude to the ocean and the aina, allowing for emotion, energy, and aliveness to flow through me back in gratitude and devotion to her.
None of this is mine, and yet all of it is available to me.
I am a vessel who is able to give and receive cleanly because I know my worth and I know my value.
Because I am willing to wield power without trying to control power.
Because I am willing to have impact and also take responsibility for it.
Because I am willing to fully embrace my desire and simultaneously be willing to release attachment to my desire's fulfillment if it's not fully aligned with the will of the Divine.
I am in service to the will of the Divine flowing through in service to perfect harmony, knowing that my pleasure, embodiment, and ecstatic healing expansion is part of the living testimony of my devotion to humanity and the greater cosmic reality of The All.
I am in service to the truth, and the ecstatic current of aliveness that it catalyzes to flow through me.
I am in service to love, and embracing it as a power that I may wield from a place of clear eyes, clear mind, clear heart.
And it is from this place of opening to cosmic communion with the Divine that I realize I can only open so wide to receive her Infinite majesty as I am willing to bow in humble devotion to the art. Pouring out so that there is space to truly pour in, knowing that what I give out into the world is a reflection of what I receive.
It is all energy. It is all connectivity.
And I am devoted to the Path of pure ecstatic embodiment, where my Divine aliveness does not compromise my personal or transpersonal integrity.
I choose to be a trustworthy container for the Divine to flow through.
I choose to be a container of energy where heaven and earth meet, and to practice living and loving from that place to the best of my ability.
I choose to allow myself to be fully alive, removing all self or externally imposed limits of what is possible to achieve.
We are infinite, and in choosing to do this work, practice, and play together, we amplify our divine potentiality.
Where we cultivate this energetic of aligned expansion within ourselves, and lean to become pillars of light, balanced in our own Masculine and Feminine energy, in service to the healing and integration of opposites within humanity.
We do this in connection.
We do this in community.
And by the way, this is what the Cosmic Tantra Community is all about, a place to practice the embodiment of Divinity within community.
A place to remember who you are...over, and over, and over again.
I love you.